Please bear with me on this long post, but it’s so important to give the background before jumping into what I’ve been experiencing the past 2 weeks. It is primarily through animals that I have grown spiritually and healed emotionally. I posted this within multiple closed Facebook communities, so here goes…………..
It was from Ana Maria Vasquez that I first learned about animals mirroring our inner landscape. Most times the messengers come from beloved beings who share our household, however, wild animals too can bring us messages. So over the past 4 years, I’ve experienced first-hand from both my beloved tribe and wild animals, some of whom I have a very DEEP connection This is very true regarding my pony Shaman, he and I are VERY deeply connected.
Since the Spring of 2012, I’ve not only learned about animals as messengers but also connecting to and healing very deep emotional wounds. And over these past 4 years I’ve been a student of not only Ana Maria, but also Dr. Tricia Working and over the past 9 months, coached by Amanda Linette Meder. On Friday 26th of February, I had my last coaching session with Amanda with whom I worked with since May of 2015 due to my curiosity of psychic mediumship. I’ve been on a whirlwind journey of connecting to the spirit world and learning how I receive messages. One of the biggest messages I took away from our last session, was that I am no longer a student and to see myself as a mentor to others. But that felt weird and as Friday turned into the weekend, I began to feel lost and unusual. My plan for Monday was to write Amanda an email thanking her for the amazing time we had together……….however, I could not write it! There was no motivation to do anything, write emails, post blogs on FB, nor could I work on my website. I continued to feel lost and I was experiencing tears welling up especially when I thought of the work I’ve been called to do. So the week progressed and I made no headway on tweaking the website that I’ve been guided to launch 22 March………what would have been my Grammie’s 99th birthday.
Last Sunday I was practicing things with Shaman, however, it seemed like he had no motivation and after I bit, I realized he was did not feel well. I put him up and noticed that his left buttock muscle seemed super tight so I texted my friend Doug who is a horse whisperer (Shaman’s trainer) and told him what was going on. This past Monday morning Shaman had a pronounced limp, so I texted Doug again and he came over, determining that perhaps Shaman’s hip was out of place. He called his friend Wendi who is an equine chiropractor and she adjusted his hips in 2 places. Shaman’s left ankle is also very tender most likely from an injured tendon. I put out on several FB pages that Shaman had injured himself and asking for healing assistance.
My initial message was that Shaman and I are joined at the hip and figured this had to do with stepping into my purpose work. But I was still feeling out of place and concentrating on Shaman’s healing. Quite a few of my intuitive friends began sending messages they were receiving, the first being, “is Shaman feeling left behind”? As the messages from friends came in, I knew that he was mirroring my inner landscape. Not only was I feeling lost; but also doubting whether I can channel meaningful messages and write blogs that will be meaningful as well to those I’ve been called to serve.
Two of my friends clairvoyantly saw Shaman with his foot in a hole and I knew this is not what caused his injury, but that he was symbolically showing me it is MY foot that is stuck in a hole, unable to move forward. We also know that the left side is connected to the Divine Feminine, so one of the message was possibly a hesitancy of the Divine Feminine energy in moving forward.
Last night a friend called to tell me her vision of Shaman’s foot in a hole and asked me if I felt like my foot was caught in a hole. AND then the light bulb came on……….YES, YES, I do feel like I fell into a hole!! Now that all of these messages have come in over this past week and with a 2nd friend seeing the VERY same thing, was confirmation for me that Shaman is showing that my left energetic foot is caught in a hole and I can’t move forward. I’ve talked with Shaman, tears streaming, thanking him for what he is showing me and apologizing for the pain he has been suffering this week. Telling him I know how DEEP our connection and sacred contract is, and how blessed I am that he is in my life!!
Today I will do a Body Code session for myself to learn the underlying reason for my getting stuck and the self –doubt. Doing so will help Shaman heal his body more quickly. If you got to the bottom of this message, thank you for allowing me to share our story and just how committed, and to what lengths the beloved beings in our life will go for us as we continue to grow spiritually and heal our emotional wounds. Namaste.